[Bromance FanFic] Blew Into the World on a Leaf Chapter 13

Title: Blew Into the World on a Leaf

Author: WinterBubbleTea

Chapter 13
Pairing:Wei Qing Yang/Qing Nana
Summary: Bonding and paying respect is one thing that Qing Yang understood, but the hidden secrets were something he could have done without. 

Notes: I know that the support character of Bromance isn't as well developed. However, I felt to prove to myself that I can write them. I simply just did it. Note I do not own any copyrights of Bromance. Instead I am just using the characters and scenarios to create fan fiction. All works written is credited to me. This is a nonprofit adventure so no lawsuits. Thanks.

"You bought flower and fruit...where are you going?" Qing Yang had started the day like usual but had in mind Na Na request to accompany her.

"I am going to visit my mom." Na Na gave a bright smile, "I go see her every once in a while." 

The items looked heavy and being considerate he offer his assistance. "Give it to me."

Rest in the Lord Yang Xiao Mei's Haven. 

The stone was like all the rest around the cemetery black like obsidian and polished. 

Na Na had kneel down and started to speak to her mother. "Mom, I want to tell you some good news. In a little while, I will buy back your favorite house?" A childish voice she asked, "Are you happy?"

The tears she held onto but the tremor of her voice informed Qing Yang if her mental frame of mind, "Also I am living very well right now. You don't have to be worry that I will be lonely by myself. Because I am living at that person's house right now." The talking refers to her father though she is not as clear, "He is very good to me. You don't have to worry about me." Looking over her shoulder she gesture to Qing Yang to come closer. "Qing Yang."

"Mom I want to introduce my friend, his name is Wei Qing yang he is like me living in the coffee house. He doesn't speak much." The softness of her voice drew him in and he squat in front of the grave and addressed the headstones with respectful tone.

Qing Yang didn't even have this headstone of his parents to visit. His parents were still label missing and even once the time limit came up he didn't even get the rights to make a false headstones. There was no closure for him and he envy Na Na for having this and at the same time he mourn for her.

He could tell that the mother and daughter were close just by the way Na Na spoke and he promises the passed away woman that he would help look after her daughter.

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 Na Na had just lied to Qing Yang. 

Many people would argue that her silence was not a lie but then not denying any of his accusation was pretty much an established lie. 

Lying is said with words but there was an also different type of lies and now she lied to her prospective boyfriend. She didn’t lie for saying sorry to her father from Qing Yang's demand because it was quite true. 

She—was a burden to her father. Her 'sorry' to him was that he had to know that she exist. That finding out that she was on this planar and to realize that he would suffer watching her simply disappear. Would a tree falling in the forest without anyone around to hear the sound of it crashing be constituted as a tree falling? Sure, the tree fell but no one would know. In this sense she was the tree and her father heard her crash and knew she fell. 

It’s not the people that die that suffer the most but those that are left behind. 

Her mother’s death was a hammer to Na Na; she couldn’t imagine how her father felt realizing he might just out live his own off spring. Na Na never consider if her father even remotely missed her mother. She didn't understand him, but just seeing his face tearing up in the hospital and the panic she could see why her mother fell for him. 

Instead of being carefree and happy her father ended up crying and so she said sorry for the tears he shed. This moment as Qing Yang was yanked out of her room made Na Na desire to run away. Her little sun must hate her right now; her father would be saddened from just knowing her.

Na Na wasn't scared of dying she was scared of what would happen to those that knew her. That was why she didn't reach out to those around her or get too close to them. In fear that they would feel sorrowful, but that wasn't living and her mother didn't grant her a chance to have some time and then to hide away. So she held out her hand toward Qing Yang and slowly her circle grew.

She glances to the left where her father left some soup for her to eat. Forcing herself she took the spoon and lift the broth to her mouth tears trailing down her face. She manages to swallow down half of the bowl but then her body shivers and she hurried to the trash can next to her bed. Bile leaped to her throat and the sick slid out her chest heaving and she felt the acid burning her esophagus. 

Tear slip out of her eyes and she lean weakly against the bed.  An hour later she bag up the trash bag and hurried along the corridor once she notice no one was there and carefully went down the stairs to the back of the building. Tossing away the evidence including the food she didn’t want the men to worry. She felt dizzy and her hand catches the dumpster wall to steady herself. 

Taking a deep breath, regaining her equilibrium she sneak through the house and back to her room with no one wiser. Na Na sat down on her chair and slowly brought out the resignation letter. She knew it was inevitable this moment. 

She couldn't keep working without burdening those around her. The secret she had with her father made her feel close to him, yet she felt it was a heavy stone weighed on the man. Her father she didn't understand how her mother would state he was a prideful and serious man, but the man she met was sentimental and soft.

Watching a movie such as Bambi and where Bambi's mother passed away, she observes her father tear up and cry. He look like a coward to her, but it also endear him to her, softening her resentment and she understood.

Understanding and acceptance was something her mother taught her. It was why Na Na never begrudge anyone for their bad thoughts of her or the rumors going on but she admire those that were the little guys that overcome the obstacles in life. She just hope that she would have a chance to win against this infliction.

She presses her fingers to her lips and presses it up as she look into her small mirror. "Yang Na Na, Smile...smile..." She tries to chant but ended up drawing her legs up to her chest rocking back and forth. 

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